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(McLuhan, 1954)



A Solitary Person
Jun 3, 2025
Being alone still feels solitary—and sometimes even scary. I can't show or prove my existence to anyone.

The air conditioner and heater installation team came to my apartment today. The system has been under installation since last December, and they came to install the control panel, which is probably the final step.

The guy from the team who came to my unit was quite 
outgoing--not overly so, but just enough. He seemed cool and nice. And handsome. But I still didn't feel comfortable around him--not because of anything he did, but because of myself, always thinking about what people might think of me.

My solitude will never fully disappear.